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Because I am forgiven, death has lost its sting…

An Eternal Sleep

I lay on my bed one night tumultuously struggling with thoughts of death.  My emotions are overwhelmed with the terror of not being able to escape such a dreadful fate.  I pull the covers over my head wishing I could find some refuge but my fear only grows in intensity.  As I toss from side to side I cannot stop myself from trembling and crying.  In my mind and in my spirit I keep saying, “I don’t want to die; I don’t want to die” but my thoughts are oppressive and keep me terrorized with fear.

Then calm overtakes me as likened to when clouds roll back and you feel the warmth of the summer sun light brush your face with a cool accompanying breeze.  I hear the voice of the Lord speak softly to my spirit.  He says I am His child because I have accepted Jesus Christ as my personal Savior and Lord and I belong to Him.  He says He loves me and has forgiven me of all my sins and is always with me.  He tells me how His unfailing love has been graciously preparing me for the very moment that I find myself so fearful.  He reminds thatI have practiced all my life for the very moment when I will physically die and He assures me that I have become well versed in the process.  It is called falling asleep.

Peacefully, every night of my life I have rehearsed my grand exit from this world.  As I fall asleep each night I cannot recall exactly when I lose consciousness and fall into a state of sleep.  How peaceful those moments are; how unafraid I am of falling asleep at those times.  The Lord reminds me that that is exactly what is going to happen to me when I physically die.  He says “I am going to go to sleep one more time, then when I awake, because I belong to Him, I will wake up to find myself with Him in paradise for eternity.”

People will have an experience of thinking about death at some point in their lives.  For some it will come when they are small children.  For others it will come when an event has threatened their life.  Some might witness a loved one die right before their eyes.  Regardless of the circumstance, people are destined to confront their mortality.

Death is a reality.  Death was never in God’s original design for man.  Man’s sin brought consequences of physical death from this world and spiritual death from God.  Death affects the human spirit.  It separates the human spirit from the presence of God and from the physical bodyAdam and Eve brought a curse on all humanity in the Garden of Eden when they sinned against God.  As a result, everyone’s spirit is separated from the presence of God at birth.  Everyone is spiritually dead at birth.  In addition, everyone will physically die.  Everyone will experience a separation of their spirit from their physical body at the end of their life.  Both of these deaths are a reality we all must face.

Unless you have knowledge concerning your human spirit, the thought of death creates anxiety, fear and trepidation. Unless you have knowledge of God’s love for you and what He has done to resolve the dilemma of your human spirit, the thought of death stings your very soul.

Scripture identifies two resting places for the human spirit when physical death comes.  One for those who are reunited with the presence of God through rebirth and the other for those who remain separated from the presence of God through the rejection of Jesus Christ.  The location of the former is the bosom of Abraham; the location of the latter is Hell.

You see, man cannot change the reality of his physical death; the separation of his human spirit from his physical body.  But he can change the reality of his separation from the presence of God.  By believing in Jesus Christ’s death as the propitiation for man in satisfying God’s judgment for Adam’s sin and by believing in Jesus Christ’s resurrection as God’s justification for man, a provision is given to man that resolves his separation from the presence of God.  The provision is a manifestation of God’s grace. The provision is a gift of God.  It is salvation.  The provision is Jesus Christ.

Accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior brings you into perfect fellowship with God.  It answers the question, which resting place will my spirit go to when it is separated from my physical body.  It will go to the bosom of Abraham.  Positioned to receive a new body that will never be separated from God but united with God eternally.

1Corinthians 15:50-57 (NASB) says:

Now I say this, brethren, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; nor does the perishable inherit the imperishable.  Behold, I tell you a mystery; we shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet; for the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised imperishable, and we shall be changed.

For this imperishable must put on the imperishable, and this mortal must put on immortality.  But when this perishable will have put on the imperishable, and this mortal will have put on immortality, then will come about the saying that is written, “Death is swallowed up in victory.  O Death, where is your victory? O Death, where is your sting?”

The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law; but thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.

Therefore, if you have accepted Jesus Christ, you can continue your “dress rehearsals” with a peace that surpasses all human understanding.  You never again will have to become fearful about death.

Exerpt from Kingdom Language-Volume One, © 2007 by Kirk E. Hillman, Xulon Press, ISBN 978-1-60477-264-7
 

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Is your repentance true or false?

When someone lets you know that you have offended them in some way, how does that make you feel?  Do you get feelings of sorrow because of what they say you did to them? Most people would answer this in the affirmative; they truly are sorry for hurting someone.  BUT, here is the crucial question you must consider:  Have you repented of what you did? 

Most people understand repentance from its mental aspect.  That is, making the decision to “turn away” or ”turn from” a particular behavior or pattern of thought.  This is the foundational platform that repentance rests on, but it is not the ratifier of your decision.   What is needed is proof or “fruit” of your repentance.  You see, anyone can “SAY” they repent but the “proof is found in the pudding”;  what they “DO” is the evidence that repentance has occurred.   

Therefore, true repentance is evidenced by that particular behavior or pattern of thought never being seen again with respect to the one you offended.  False repentance would mean that you continue to demonstrate it over and over again.  Consequently, repentance can only be affirmed ”over time” and never in “word” only.  How well do you do with repentance?

 

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From God’s Pharmacy…

 
 

21 Principles that will free you…

Forgiveness is a spiritual dynamic that affects the lives of every human being, but more so the lives of all born again believers in Jesus Christ.  Whether you find that you have been the victim of someone’s transgression or you are the one who transgressed someone else, youwill find that you will eventually have to deal with forgiveness at some point in your life. 

Take time and adopt some of these principles into your life and you will find that you can free yourself from bitterness and resentments you may be harboring:

  • Principle (1):      Make allowances for others’ faults.         Colossians 3:13
  • Principle (2):      You must always forgive.                       Luke 17:4
  • Principle (3):      Extend mercy to your offender.              Matthew 18:33
  • Principle (4):      God delights in showing mercy.             Micah 7:18b
  • Principle (5):      The Spirit of God is who directs you.      Galatians 5:17
  • Principle (6):      Don’t repay evil for evil.                          1Peter 3:9
  • Principle (7):      It’s not in you to continue sinning.          1John3:9
  • Principle (8):      Love covers a multitude of sins.             1Peter 4:8
  • Principle (9):      Forgiveness must come from the heart.  Matthew 18:35
  • Principle (10):    You decide your fate.                            Matthew 6:14,15
  • Principle (11):    Love God and man.                              1John 4:21
  • Principle (12):    Compassion rules the day.                    Luke 6:36
  • Principle (13):    Stand firm against the devil.                  James 4:7
  • Principle (14):    Any amount of faith works.                    Luke 17:6
  • Principle (15):    Do what is right.                                   Matthew 5:24
  • Principle (16):    Live to please Christ.                            Colossians 3:12, 13
  • Principle (17):    Duty calls.                                           Luke 17:9, 10
  • Principle (18):    God chooses to forget sin.                    Hebrews 10:17
  • Principle (19):    Live through the Holy Spirit.                  Galatians 5:25
  • Principle (20):    All sin opposes God.                            1John 3:4
  • Principle (21):    Confession must be made for sin.          1John 1:9
 

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Be Like Your Father…

“If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you?  Even sinners love those who love them.  And if you do good to those who are good to you, what credit is that to you?  Even sinners do that.  And if you lend to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you?  Even sinners lend to sinners, expecting to be repaid in full.  But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back.  Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because He is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.  Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful. (Luke 6:32-36 NIV)

Before a person can learn to forgive, they have to learn to be merciful.

 
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Posted by on March 12, 2011 in Forgiveness

 

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For those who have an ear, let them listen to what the Spirit of the Lord says…

Christmas is the time of year when Christians remember and celebrate the birth of the Lord Jesus Christ. It is a remembrance of the beginning of the manifestation of Old Testament prophecy of the coming of the Messiah; the Savior of the world. It is a sacred time of reflection; a time of worship and praise of the faithfulness of the promises of God the Father. So, be careful.

Everywhere you look and listen (television, billboards, newspapers, internet, radio etc.), you see a different gospel being spoken of. It is a gospel that isn’t focused on the birth of Christ. It is a gospel of fulfulling personal desires and wants; of pleasing others; of commercialism. You have to look extemely long and hard if you want to find anything that speaks of Christ’s birth, life, death and resurrection; if you find it at all. Even our churches are moving away from this focus through the utilization of “non-traditional” Christmas plays. Be careful that you are not someone that would fall into this snare.

Our salvation from the wrath and condemnation of God is the reason for Christ’s birth. If He never was birthed into history, all would still be condemned to the lake of fire and the second death. But because He came, He provides a way for all to be saved from this punishment; for all to have a way to receive eternal forgiveness and have eternal life with the Godhead. This is what we are to be thankful for during Christmas. This is what needs to be remembered. This is what is meant by the saying “Christ is the reason for the season”. By the season it is meant when in human history Christ entered the realm of time; when He took on human flesh to complete the will of God the Father.

Be wise in how you govern yourself during this time of year. It is easy to fall victim to apostasy; to respond to a different “gospel message”, if you stop listening to the Spirit of the Lord who resides in you. Christ deserves your worship, praise, time, attention and gift during this time. Tell those who do not know Christ that the greatest gift they have to give is their life. This is more important than any gift they could give to anyone. Tell them to give their life to Christ; ask Him to come into their heart and be their Lord and Savior.

For those who have an ear, listen to what the Spirit of the Lord is saying to you…

 

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Evangelize vs. Witness

Today, it is extremely critical that every born again believer be literate of the distinction between evangelism and giving personal testimony (better known as witnessing).

The definition of witnessing is to testify to one’s religious convictions. This usually takes the form of explaining to someone what the Lord Jesus Christ; the Holy Spirit or the Father have done in one’s life or in one’s circumstances. This is witnessing to the goodness of the Lord, or the deliverance one experienced from the hand of the Lord. It is testimony that affirms the presence of the Lord in one’s life and how that has caused changes in one’s behaviors, attitudes, thoughts, etc. It acts as an “advertisement” so to speak to the one hearing the testimony. It sturs awe, amazement, hope, anticipation and desire in the hearer to seek the Lord for themselves. “If He can do it for me, He will surely do it for you”.

The definition of evangelize is to preach the gospel to. This pertains to telling someone specifically about Jesus Christ – not you; His mission, purpose, life, death, burial, resurrection and provision of eternal salvation. It is the gospel message that convicts, softens hearts, brings contrition and repentance. It is through the gospel message that one understands how to secure eternal forgiveness and eternal life. So remember to ask yourself the next time you are having a discussion with an unbeliever if you are witnessing or evangelizing. Both are beneficial but they are not synonomous. Remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that one is saved – not through your personal testimony.

If you can attest to the fact that you are a sinner who has been saved by the grace of the Father through the death, burial and resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ, then you should have a desire to share this provision of eternal forgiveness and salvation with other sinners. In order to do that you have to evangelize not just witness to someone. Remember, you were once where they are and someone shared this evangelistic message with you.

Query: Just how literate are you in presenting the gospel message of Jesus Christ?

 

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A promise to be fulfilled…

Isaiah 61:1 contains a promise for all who are brokenhearted.  The promise is that Jesus Christ is anointed, appointed and sent to heal your broken heart. 

This is a wonderful, hope-filled promise that so many Christians let slip by when they are offended by someone.  Instead of them allowing Christ to invoke his blessing of healing upon them, they fall victim to the desires of their flesh and waddle in anger, rage, and a desire for revenge and payback.  They let bitterness and resentment build a wall between them and their offender which keeps them in the shackles of an unforgiving spirit.

For those of you out there who have an ear that is sensitive to Jesus’ voice, let them hear and act accordingly.  Cast your care upon Him and let Him fulfill His promise to you.  Honor Him in that way and free your heart from the shackles of unforgiveness.

 

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The battle is more real than you think…

To forgive someone is an act of your will.  It is releasing someone from the guilt of the offense they did to you and bringing restoration.  But before one can come to this point of resolve, one must overcome the battle that rages inside of themselves.  The battle is with their flesh; for the flesh wants payback, revenge, justice and punishment to come upon the offender.  One must win this battle in order to succeed in the area of forgiveness. 

Understand, your flesh “talks” to you very convincingly about keeping alive your resentment and anger.  Even though you plead the blood of Christ over your mind, thoughts and emotions, the flesh perseveres.  You can find yourself having a verbal debate with your flesh about what you should and should not do to your offender even when you have made up your mind to forgive that can go on for days at a time if you have not learned how to crucify your flesh.  You can find yourself cyclically going in and out of forgiving someone. 

So know that the battle is a real live battle that goes on in your mind.  But  also know the Lord has given you the means to defeat it.  In 2Corinthians 10:5 you are told that “we demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ”. 

You see, the battle is won by not allowing the thoughts of revenge, payback, punishment, etc. to run wild inside of your thinking, but to capture every one of them and make them obedient to what Christ has told you to do toward your offender.  He will bring those thoughts  into submission and you will find victory over them.  So don’t get frustrated if you find yourself battling with thoughts to forgive or not.  Follow 2Corinthians 10:5 and watch the Lord fight for you.

 

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Forgiveness is inevitable…

It really does not matter where you find yourself on the proverbial “coin of offense”; as the offender or the offended, you will inevitably have to deal with issues of forgiveness at some point in your life and the question is whether you will respond in the way the Lord has commanded you to.  You see the Lord knows that people have a proclivity to sin against one another so that means that no matter how much you try to avoid the issue it is impossible for you not to experience an offense or to avoid offending someone in your lifetime.

So, when you find yourself in that kind of situation how well do you do what the Lord has told you to do? 

If you offend someone how receptive are you at asking God to forgive you of your sin?  How receptive are you at repenting of your sin?  How receptive are you at seeking reconciliation from the one you have offended? 

Likewise if you are offended how receptive are you at asking the Lord to heal you of your hurt?  How well do you do with forgiving your offender? 

Well, the Lord has given us instructions to follow regardless of what side of the coin we find ourselves on.  He loves us so much that He does not leave us clueless as to how to respond if we offend someone or if we have been offended by someone. 

Listen to His instructions:

“So if you are presenting a sacrifice at the altar in the Temple and you suddenly remember that someone has something against you, leave your sacrifice there at the altar.  Go and be reconciled to that person.  Then come and offer your sacrifice to God.”  Matthew 5:23-24 NLT   (This is for someone who has offended someone).

“So watch yourselves.  If your brother sins against you, rebuke him, and if he repents, forgive him. If he sins against you seven times in a day and seven times comes back to you and says, ‘I repent’, forgive him.” Luke 17:3-4 NIV (This is for someone who has been offended by someone).

Now all that is left for us to do is to follow His instructions, no matter what side of the coin we find ourselves on.  You see, He has covered all the bases and we have no excuse to offer Him if we choose not to listen or follow His instructions other than we chose to be disobedient.   Selah

 

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